Happenings

So I got my birthday present from Patrick last night, it was pretty sweet! It was him acting out the entire Blazing Saddles movie. I loved it. It was amazing.

I went with one of my best friends to the hospital last night, she received the wrong medicine from the pharmacy and thought that she had over dosed. I was pretty scared about the ordeal. She was fine, the doctor told her that she was just having a really bad reaction to the medicine. I am still concerned about her, although it is just my motherly instincts kicking in.

My other best friend is feeling sick and I wish I could help her too. Sometimes I wish that I could just take all of the pain of the world on my shoulders so that everyone else can be happy (I know what you are thinking...I am such a martyr, I really am not, I just feel that way).

I auditioned for Babes in Toyland today, that was fun...hopefully I'll get a part...if not, oh well.

So this is my blog

So this is a blog...okay. I am really not expecting many people to read this, so let's get started:

Right now I am confused about life, one person in particular.

I just don't understand, one moment I think this person likes me and the next moment this person completely ignores me. I know at first I was standoffish because I was scared. I am not the kind of person to "fall for anyone" but now I am open for whatever happens. The problem is NOTHING is happening except for the occasional flit but nothing else is happening...WHY?? I just wish that I knew. This person told me me that they want to focus on family and school. Why would I be an interference? Why not an addition? It just makes me so frustrated and I don't know why, I AM NOT THIS KIND OF PERSON. I just things worked out for me and not everything else.

Other than that I am pretty content with life and the journey ahead. I know that things are going to be bumpy but I am ready for the roller coaster to come.