Tuesday, March 31, 2009

A Cry in Anguish

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING IS AN EXPERIMENT INTO THE PSYCHE. IT IS NOT REAL. IT IS A COMBINATION OF METHOD ACTING AND SOME LITERARY STUFF I CANNOT REMEMBER AT THIS MOMENT. NOTE: YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

I know that you will never see this, but I really need you to hold me right now. Life is crashing down on me and I can feel it. When I was mad at you, I couldn't feel anything, but now I can feel everything. I just need someone to hold me so that I can know what I am feeling is real. I need someone to hold me so I can know I am real. Why does life have to be so difficult? Why do we have to live like this? I hate this feeling I have. If you were holding me as a friend I wouldn't care...if it were something more that would be good too. I just really need someone. There is no one and I am stuck here.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Sugar We're Goin' Down

So, one of my esteemed colleagues informed me that I have not blogged in a while so here's the quick update:



I can no longer sleep at night. I think that I was recently bitten by a vampire and didn't notice it. This theory may also explain my insatiable thirst for blood.



I recently cofounded the best game in the world: CUPBALL! It is easier to play and learn than to explain the rules. It is basically racket ball with a cup, a bouncy ball, and a few added rules. For more information on cupball, visit your local racket ball court and or green room or visit:

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=logo#/group.php?gid=57196604734&ref=ts



I do not know how that thing that has invaded my life for the last six months is going to go, but I am sitting nauseously on the roller coaster, waiting for it to stop.

Through recent observation, I have discovered that I have the greatest friends in the world.

Let's see, what else?

I am writing a spy story/novel that I intend for no one to ever read.

Lately I feel like everyone is in constant motion and I am standing still. I don't feel like I'm a part of any thing, just a lump, ready to fall off.

Well that's my life at the moment. How are you?